Memories..the past..present..and with what I hope for the future

Now, as the last days of 2009 looms by...

I find myself reminiscing the past more than anything...

So many things I went through with all my friends...

To remember the past...and ready to make more memories of our own...

So this post is some sort of a summary of what I went by...

Not just within the last year...

It also consist of my final year as a Form 5 student too...

And some Form 4 pictures...can't remember which...

The people I've met...

Gotten close...and fallen out with...

All of our memories...in mine...

Combined...

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With Xuen Xuen at his Installation ceremony earlier this year

The king of the ivories and ironies ;) Caleb!

My two most favourite emcees in the whole world! Caleb and Willie~!

Me and my 21-year-old cousin who got married (on my birthday no less ==)

My final days in SAB before me and Sasha transfered to HSM...

(from right: Charmaine, Sasha, darling Mdm. Sastra (favourite teacher!!!), me!, Adeline, Yi Ling and Khai Shin~)

Weng, me and Trissy (real name Tristan :D) at my own Installation a year ago...

Costume competition sempena Merdeka when I was Form 4...

With me is Yi Ling a.k.a. Sakura Ling :)

Elvin...the piano prince...and renowned Muar footballer xD

Wiena, Charmaine, me!!, Kelly, Woon Yee and Adeline...after our prefect Installation...

At grandpa's bday last year I think...with Fei

Grandma's birthday at Theck Ling's house...

Nan!!!!!, Ling and Sash...

At Delikateza with my 'little' (not so little lah..taller than me by 10cm omg!) god bro, Dennis :D

I'm the one with the ribbon on my head :D

With Goveenath, my MPPPU president at our Majlis Perpisahan...

My used-to-be best friend Yuan Yan, Jared...and me...

Outside my house just before Christmas after my SPM...

Only us :)

The treasure of this world I'm in.

My sister is watching She's The Man downstairs starring Amanda Bynes...

Used to watch that show a lot.

Because I used to dream about disguising myself as a guy and register myself in a guy's school :D

Then I can train with them...play with them...hand out with them without having to worry about what other girls tend to think.

Typically...everybody seem to think now that if a girl starts talking with a guy and gets to know him...she's flirting with him.

Stupid way of thinking if you ask me.

Muarians =.='

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My fingers are staying still on the keyboard as I think of things to write about...

Writer's block I think they call it.

Ironically...I'm typing about not being able to type....

Is it me or is my brain fried from all the TV watching???

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Every word...every memory...

I yearn to remember...

Because when I made the choice of going into your world...

I knew I didn't want to forget anything.

Because everything meant the world...to me...

~!@**!~Merry Christmas~!**@!~

A new vision

To feel the things that you can enjoy in life...

Is to open your eyes...to see everything with a whole new perception...

:)

~!@*^Merry Christmas^*@!~

One's past story...of love and hatred...

You know what?

I don't know why...but whenever I watch a drama...

I always get ticked off by those evil people.

Like the show I just watched on 8TV at 1 just now.

The pretty pretty evil person is unreasonably mad at the heroine because the hero fell in love with the latter (ah...the cliches)

So she sets up so many schemes to hurt the heroine which cause the latter to have a leg fracture.

Then when the hero rejects her straight on, telling her what a crap person she is...

She's mad at the heroine too!

What the...

Where's the common sense???

I got so worked up watching that I had to bite my lip to stop myself from launching straight at the TV screen.

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I've noticed really...

When one girl (spoiled...unreasonable...bimbo...usually beautiful and rich) gets rejected by a guy (usually drop dead gorgeous this one :P)

The one that she blames is the girl that he likes.

Come on!

The problem is with one's self...not with the other girl (or guy for that matter)

So if anybody (idiotic ones especially) ever try to blame the other party for your own 'fall from grace'..

Please...keep your common sense and DON'T blame anybody.

Else I'll land something in you alright.

(And I don't mean anything smaller than my shoe *puff*)

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See...I get so worked up I just have to find somewhere to rant it off...

Really don't like this kind of people...seriously...

Because I did meet this kind of situation once before.

Some silly girl was 'in love' with someone I'm with then apparently.

I wasn't worried about it because he wouldn't go for anyone behind my back...that much I knew.

And she isn't the pleasant type either...

So, he rejected her...(I don't know how...but he did)

She got so mad at ME!

(Oh my God what is WRONG with you people!)

She went off and tried to spread malicious rumours about me...(all's fair in love and war right? Not in her brain anyway ==)

Make no mistake about it.

I was mad too...(I tend to have a strong sense of justice from watching too much drama movies...and from my own experience of being bullied when I was a kid, I would NOT let myself be treated that way)

But I did not spread any rumours about her.

As if... *eye roll*

Wasn't going to stoop to her level.

And thus, I did the best thing a girl can do without any cat fights involved.

I confronted her straight.

(I'm born a straight forward person)

I asked her out from her Science class and made her fess up about what she did.

And boy was she scared without her friends to back her up...

(I've noticed that bullies-in-the-making like her are always a coward at heart...)

Because before that she acted behind the protection of that friend of hers...another spiteful one who seem to have no sense of what's right and wrong *eye roll*

When the guy found out about it...he got so mad he would have came to the school to knock the lights out off her...

If it wasn't for me who stopped him...

(As mas as I was at her...she did NOT deserve a punching...)

I told her what I sincerely thought about her.

(And by sincere I meant I told her she's an immature person who doesn't know how to handle a situation...kind enough words considering the fact that a couple of curses was running through my mind at the time)

She listened to what I said to her in silence and agreed she would not do such a thing anymore.

Not to me anyway.

Now, she remains the painfully idiotic person that I've come to dislike more and more over the years.

Not a bully-in-the-making anymore, oh no...

She was a shallow person in the making.

She still flirts around unsuccessfully with men...(boys...from my point of view)

She still hates the girls that the guys she flirts around with seem to fall for...

(With poses in pictures that she seem to think emits cute-ness...yeah right)

And you bet on it, she still doesn't like me for confronting her like that...

But as long it isn't my life that she's interfering with...

I won't bother.

Because the last mistake that she would want to make again...

Would be to come into my way once more...

That much...I can assure you...

In my head...

Chemistry tuition tonight at 8...(stupid tuition times =.= stupid Chemistry)

Why don't I feel like leaving this place???

I don't know whether I am addicted to writing down my thoughts.

Maybe I am...but...I don't know...

Leaving here makes me feel as if there's nothing waiting for me...

Maybe it's just the depression mode coming over me...

Because...though my mind is blank...

I feel like writing everything...

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For some reason...I want to see you.

I want to see you and just know that you're here.

To feel your arms around me.

Because everything look so dark right now.

And...I don't know why...I just don't want to be alone.

Rest in peace...

I may not have known you.

We may not have talked...

But no matter what...I pray for you to be safe in God's hands in Heaven.

Rest in peace...

Disney's Herc

I watched Ghost Whisperer with my heart beating with extreme nervousness last night.

No...not because I was afraid that a ghost might suddenly show up behind me.

(Although it did help that I watched that episode before this...)

It was because my mind was flying on some unknown cloud.

The words that flitted through my mind was that of pure bliss.

I was wary...I admit...

I didn't want to step into this dimension before this with the fear of hurting myself with the unknowns.

But...somehow...I'm not afraid of it now...

I'm willing to open my eyes to the new sights...the new thoughts and memories...

To step into it's grounds...

And belong to it forever more...

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Listening to the songs from Hercules...

And watching parts of the movie from Youtube.

Gosh...missed watching this.

Haven't watched it for ages.

Of course...the real Greek mythology wasn't like this.

Hercules wasn't that great a guy as depicted in the story.

But Disney made it sound...well like he's one great hero.

Never mind. I won't spoil your image for the Great Hercules :D

Ignorance is bliss they say.

Alas, I've already known his real story ever since I started reading Percy Jackson.

Added with snippets of stories from Chin Yueh...

:)

Still...it's one of my favourites among all the Disney movies.

(More than the rest actually...dunno why I'm getting tired of the Prince and Princess stories...)

~!*^Merry Christmas^*!~

The meaning of a Christmas gift...is love

With eyes so blurry, I land my butt on the computer chair and started typing away on the keyboard with a speed that could give raging fires a run for their money.

The reason why I can type this fast???

I just had quite a bit of brown sugar to bite on this afternoon.

And that sugar is giving me one heck of a sugar rush...'nuf said

But maybe I shouldn't have ate that much sugar...

Gave me one heck of an upset stomach.

The disadvantages of having a weak stomach =.= *puff*

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Now my sister's watching Mulan.

She's singing Reflection now....Mulan...not my sister.

Haven't watched that one in ages :3

But I still remember how the second movie of it turned out.

Pretty good actually :D

Captain Shang~ *grin*

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Just watched the final episode of Doraemon in a video shared by Kiwii...

It's...a very beautiful story... :')

Try to look it up...because...I cried for the end...

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To watch something touching...and to cry for it at the end...or the middle...

To be feel thankful for what we have this Christmas...

To know how blessed we already are...and to celebrate that blessing with the people that mean the most to you...

That's the best Christmas gift that anyone can give...

~!@#@!~Merry Christmas everyone~!@#@!~

Happy Winter Solstice!

A new morning with anticipations.

I found myself indulging in mostly my own imaginations and hallucinations

I am enveloping myself in that soft breeze that is coming to my heart to claim it.

Suddenly...I find myself dreaming.

Dreaming of the future and what might happen.

It excites me for some odd reason.

As I wait with anticipation...

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Life is in your own control.

It's up to you, to choose which path do you want to take.

Or the road not taken...

But make sure...when you make that choice...

Make sure that the decision is entirely your own.

Because we don't want to regret for decisions made for us by others...

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It's the Winter Solstice today...

Happy Winter Solstice :)

I've been making the 'tang yuan' with my mother and siblings since last night.

And we used brown sugar.

I managed to pinch a bit into my mouth :P (the sugar I mean, NOT the dough ==)

My hands were thick with flour.

Texting became a little problematic.

My phone got all flour-y *pout*

Lesson learnt, no texting while having contact with flour.

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My sister (her name's Ashley) is watching Mamma Mia downstairs...again...for the zillionth time.

I never knew show tunes could interest her that much.

She's been switching on the Camp Rock movie too...just for their music.

I don't hate the Jonas brothers.

Seriously I don't.

But I don't get what's so addictive about their music.

(I'm only listening to Joy To The World by Nick Jonas so that doesn't count :P )

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Now I'm looking at a monkey's *ahem* human's profile on Facebook.

I don't know why I even stay on Facebook for so long.

Probably cause I don't feel like going off so fast.

Blogging blogging blogging...it makes my mind busy thinking of essay like pieces without all the pen writing on paper.

Don't get me wrong.

I love writing.

(really should ask Sasha for a reference on that statement :P )

Used to write like there's no tomorrow in school.. (most school work forgotten at that point xD)

But typing in the computer does give me an advantage.

I'm still able to keep on practicing writing without the paper and pen ink :D

Good pens are so freaking hard to look for these days ==

Even the Faber Castell pens have kinks in them.

Dries out before the ink level even moves an inch.

(dang!)

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Note to self...don't bite lip unless necessary.

It gives more painful sensations than relief ==

~!@!~Buon Natale~!@!~

p.s it still means Merry Christmas :) but in Italian...

Another horizon...

Sleepy...sick...sore...(hey that's all S's)

What else isn't on my mind?

After a short nap...(naps after dinner isn't a good idea I know...but tiredness knows no time now do they...)

I've a calm enough mind to start dealing with things.

Not that I wasn't before this.

I just tend to...confuse myself sometimes...

I forget that I have to step back from the picture...to be able to look at the bigger situation.

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Thanks for calling me this evening...it did my nerves no end of good.

My only worry is that I had sounded a little...well...*chuckle* there are not really words to describe this. :)

But thank you...for listening to my thoughts...and my memories...

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Closing my eyes...

I saw the horizon...the calm sea...the calling sea...

I opened my sight...and...

...I smiled.

~!@*# Merry Christmas #*@!~

Love~

To be with the one you love is a privilege. :)

Don't choose to lose it over something that's insignificant.

~!@!~Merry Christmas~!@!~

p.s. I'm only typing this cause I'm here *chuckle*

The road not taken...or the road not known???

If I ever felt like things were coming at me too fast...this is the time.

I felt myself panicking......

God...I know you answered my prayers...

And I am seriously thankful for that one...

But why did it have to come at a wrong time?

Please show me a way in this...

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Calm Alyshia...calm...

Don't think about it and just live your life okay?? ==

(I'm talking to myself...how is that normal???)

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Why in the world is it a big deal that I have a picture taken with Huan Yie??? ==

Seriously people...get that common sense back in your heads.

Cause I seriously don't see the point of getting all worked up for that one picture.

One could only imagine the people who got so excited / irritated / curious by that picture that they had to text him about it...goodness...

God bless those people...

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*grin* Caleb looked so good in those photos that Edmund took during their caroling session in the mall last night.

Seriously...

Either it's Edmund's superb photo taking skills...

Or that Caleb already looks as...*ahem* manly as he is in reality...*chuckle*

I'd say both...Cause he DOES look good in that shirt and tie..

(I notice a LOT of guys definitely look extremely...GOOD!!! decked in formal wear *laughs*)

And Edmund's skills are still superb :D

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Now I have the flu AND my body is aching like mad...not to mention I can't sit still (or lie still for that matter) without my waist hurting here and there... *wince*

Talk about bad timing...

*sob*

Miss him...he's working.

Miss him...he's sleeping.

Miss her....in Penang!!!!

Miss him...in church.

Miss her...she's sleeping!!! ><

~!*!☻~Mele Kaliki Maka☻!*!~

p.s. It means Merry Christmas...

Stupid sordid flu!

Back from dinner of 'bak kut teh'...which doesn't really suit my appetite much.

It made my whole body heated up...not a good idea...

And to add it all up I'm still stuck with the stupid flu.. *groan*

Couldn't make myself stop sneezing all day...

Of course that could be the from people missing me from God-knows-where but I'm ain't buying that superstitious crap =='

Flu means sneezing...end of story...

*sneeze*

*rubs nose*

Ironically...though I'm sick...I still don't plan to sleep early tonight.

I find it too...well...point is I just don't want to sleep early.

Don't remind me that I'm sick or that I can't stand breathing in the cold (air-conditioned) room because it makes my throat hurt...

Feel like kicking Yie's butt back into that lamp post he banged into.

What's so effing secretive about one link??? =.=

Never mind the fact that I'm rushing time to be online just for his link.

Never mind the fact that my heart is beating as three times as fast as the clock is ticking...

What's so secretive about one link????

*grumble grumble grumble*

*imagines throwing big, metal, gigantic boulder at his moving car*

Mum is starting to annoy the sense out of me...like usual.

Seriously, all mothers should stop lecturing their 18-year-old kids =.=

Because most of them have a tendency to treat them as if they're 8...*sigh*

They tend to forget that we're matured people with (this is important) brains of our own...*puff*

My mum expects me to follow everything that she wants (even when it is dead wrong!) like a good little robot.

I know it's for my own good and she loves me and all that...

I know really...I know

I've been blessed to be able to look at two sides of a situation...

Still...with all that information in conscious mind...

I am still thinking...

'fat chance...'

Looks like the rebellious blood hasn't really been burned out from my system.

That's good to know...I think.

Okay, don't get me wrong.

I love my mum to bits.

But I seriously am no robot.

I can't listen to everything she says mind you...

Note to self: *typing with a huff*

When becoming a parent in the future (don't ask me when), do NOT think that being a parent means that you're always right.

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Now that I have THAT ranted out of my system...

I can relax...

~!*!~Merry Christmas~!*!~

Football and Kingdom Hearts :)

*addicted to The Lion Sleeps Tonight - N'Sync's pop version ;)*

I find myself being addicted to upbeat bubbly songs...whee~ *wink*

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It's already 5 in the evening.

Yie and Jared has already gone for their futsal.

I told the latter to try not to get too many bruises...*laughs*

But of course...when you're a girl that grows up in a football fanatic family :) you tend to know that bruises and football kinda come together in a package.

One's a Man U fan...another's a Chelsea...my cousins' are all for Liverpool...

Ah well.. :D

Variety right? *chuckle*

Thankfully...I know a thing or two about football...

Seeing as I used to play it when I was a kid (thanks to Fei :>)...

Else I would be seriously lost whenever these guys talk about football...

Funnily enough...I'm almost in some sort of a gaming circle too :D

Consisting...Chin Yueh. Wen Hai...Sasha!! xDD

All what they call as game 'ka'...*laughs*

Kingdom Hearts rules! ;P

But we usually talk about Greek mythology from God of War :)

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Planning my own time for two dates next week *chuckle*

One with Yueh, Sash, Yie, Hai and Jared...

The other...:)

Well...point...you'll see *smiles*

I wonder if Sash's adverse to me driving...*grin*

Sash, if you read this...tell me...will you scream if I pick you up from your ah gong's house? ;P

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Ever wish you weren't that tall???

I do...sometimes :)

~!*!~♪~Merry Christmas~♪~!*!~

N'Sync Xmas!!!!

*swoon swoon swoon!!!!*

Oh-My-GOD!!!!

*hyperventilating*

N'Sync's voices never fail to make my heart melt into a pool!!! :D :D

Listen to their acapella for Oh Holy Night...

Seriously I STILL can die for that song *grin*

Last night...today...and hopefully tomorrow and after...

Wonder how ironic life can be?

You want something so badly that you can sacrifice your life for it (not literally)...

And that particular something doesn't show up overtime...

And when you lost much of the interest to actually want it...

More than one shows up at your doorstep wondering whether you'll take them in.

Somebody Up There really doesn't like me ==

Okay note, I only believe in one God...but still...

How can He do this to me? *puff*

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Yesterday's event was a load of fun.

Admittedly, at first it was dead boring.

Justin couldn't sing that song! >< (no offense Just, if you ever see this)

Wrong song for him... :(

And when the music slowed...most of us were yawning...==

Chin Yueh and Wen Hai came half way.

I must admit...I was pretty happy when both of them showed up :)

Just something about them I suppose :D

Either that or it's the noodles that I had for dinner *burp*

Funnily enough...I was the only one wearing a skirt there.

A short skirt no less...

Man did I get mad nervous when the ice breaking game started...

When one stands up wearing a short skirt with my height and with everyone else sitting down...

And with their angle of view...NOT a good idea ==

Thankfully, God blessed me...I didn't get the ball or the cellotape that we were supposed to pass around until the music stopped.

Chin Yueh and Wen Hai kept telling me to be careful with my skirt.

As if I haven't had enough practice sitting in a skirt in school ==

Because of my longer-than-other-people legs, I have to pull up my sch skirt a bit to be a able to sit down cross-legged without giving myself a nasty strain when I stand up again.

I gave Yueh a stare and told him:

"Your mei mei not that stupid okay. She knows how to sit in a skirt and still have fun :P"

Poor Huan Yie though...

He got kinda bored cause it really was rather dull at first.

Got a little worried about him and I constantly asked if something's bothering him.

Apparently, nothing was.

It was just that the dull atmosphere got him a lil quiet.

On the plus side, he told me about the matters solving between him and two of his princesses :D

And also one with a not-princess :3

Glad that he's relieved...

I'll get to the next part in a bit...

When it got to the drama...things started to get interesting xD

Jared was so CUTE acting as the older bro Chu Kang (or was it Chu Beng??? @@) and the 'a gua'...*giggle*

Poor Ebby, being the servant...*grin*

I think he's going to get one heck of a teasing at school next year.

Cause I know for one thing...Wen Hai doesn't let people off so easy...with the exception of me *grin*

Most of the time there I talked to Huan Yie...afraid that he would get too bored.

He's practically the only one of his age there...dunno why seeing as his year already finished their SPM...

But in the end we had fun I think...

Queenie, you never could persuade me to go through that cheering door again so DON'T EVER TRY! :D :D :D

Took a few pictures (which I would be loading up to Facebook later / or when I'm not feeling like I'm about to nod off) and came home round 11.30...

Texted with Clarence and told him about loads :)

Poor dear...*laughs*

Was sleeping when I texted him..

Maybe I should have waited till morning *chuckle*

Impatient ol' me :D

But thanks for staying with me...even when it's way pass your bed time ;P

(darn it why this sneeze just WON'T COME!!!!!???)

Talked about things with Huan Yie too...

And things...got...well...ironic...

He wasn't sure of what he's thinking.

And I wanted him to be sure...I think...

This is confusing... ><

Jared was pretty peeved about Man U losing 0-3 to I-forgotten-which-team.

Cause one thing I noticed.

Ever since Ronaldo went off to Madrid...Man U's skill has been going down by a tad bit...

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1.20pm:

Huan Yie's finally awake and admits that he's the bigger sleepyhead this time...*grin*

Yes!!! *both arms up in mock victory*

Wins!!!! :D :D

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Is it me...or is the ground suddenly spinning???

I swear the computer really spun in front of my eyes just now!!

Or maybe it's just me getting dizzy -.-

I'm hungry!

Where's my lunch??? *puff*

Xmas church :)

My flu is getting worse with every passing minute ==

Couldn't stop sneezing from the moment I woke up at 9 this morning.

*sigh*

God bless me...

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Tonight's Jared's church's Xmas celebration.

I pretty much forced Chin Yueh and Wen Hai to go :P

Using the 'threat' of slicing them into mince meat if they don't turn up :D

Especially that 'twin' brother of mine...

The breeze is changing...can you feel it?

My cousin is here today.

No...not today...now..

The one where I've been having the impression that she never grew up.

And though I was prepared to give her a benefit of a doubt.

I found that it wasn't necessary.

I was right.

She didn't look grown up.

And she's already 16.

Granted...as I compare her to my 16-year-old friends.

She looks a tad bit too mature.

But as I look at her as herself.

She didn't look like she changed at all.

And seriously...looking like her kind of 'mature' isn't a good thing.

Because it made her look like the spoilt girl that she always was since she was a kid.

Maybe I think that she looks like a kid because her face is rather...well young (and not in a way that would make most girls flattered).

Her slender body shows that of a matured woman...or a matured girl at least.

And added with her naturally curly hair...it was like a combination of everything.

And it really doesn't suit her.

She's holding a huge bag...the ones that you see most older women carry about...

Trying to fit in with fashion I take it...cause it didn't suit her...neither did the colour.

I can't help but to want to take her under my wing...and tell her that it's individuality that matters the most.

But then, I can't help but to smirk too...

Because I know she's been rather a big show off (like mother like daughter)...

And let's face it, if one wants to show off, let's make sure that we're showing off something that enhances our features or what we have on...not the other way round.

Maybe I sound rather mean...or just plain bad as you read this.

But I guess I never really liked that particular cousin of mine...or her mother for that matter.

I've always had a dislike for the people who like to show off stupidly...her mother in this note.

I guess her daughter just took after her...naturally...

Alas, she took after the wrong type of person...

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My sore throat is getting worse...God bless me to get well soon *sigh*

For some odd reason...

I just feel subdued.

I can't imagine why...

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Everything's changing now isn't it?

I feel like it is.

Like the breeze of the wind when it changes direction...

It only takes a second...

You won't be able to realize what hit you until you notice the change itself.

I'm following the breeze...

Wherever it brings me...

I'll have to go with it...

Where it puts me to a stop...

On the sea or on land...

I have to stop with it too...

I don't feel like stopping with it though...

The breeze is just too nice to ride on...

Knowing that you're staying neutral above any land or any sea.

Knowing that you're safe from either.

Knowing that nothing would hurt you up there.

I do wonder where it's going to bring me.

I hope it's going to take me somewhere far...

Far away...from here...

Because living here...

... ... ...

It meant always being in the sea...

And I always would drown somehow...

*wince*

Save me...would you?

~!*♥~Merry Christmas~♥*!~

The Night Before Christmas indeed :D

I think I forgot to breathe last night.

Goodness me..

I blame the both of you...*chuckle*

Ming Yuen...it's great to see you again.

I've forgotten how distracting you could be sitting beside me :D

And you look as dashing as ever.

Thanks for asking me to your prom though...*chuckle*

Sorry I can't go.

It's in Malacca for one thing ==

Maybe I can persuade my own MPPPU dudes to have one in Muar...:P

Then I'll ask you to come *grin*

Clarence...remind me to bring an oxygen tank when I go to meetings next time *laughs*

Seriously...I really had to remind myself to breathe when the both of you are around.

Either that or you have to perform CPR when I faint from lack of oxygen xD

Hmmm...I wonder if you two are free during Christmas :)

Up for a day here in Muar with me? ;P

The chances of you guys coming here is higher than me going there anyway ==

Typical parents...sigh

Can't wait for the next meeting :D

Ming Yuen, if you're still in Malacca...please go k? :)

Seriously...not kidding.

I am not going to let last night be the last time I ever see you ==

No way...even if you kill me na uh...

Don't let the bed bugs bite ;)

I'm not a bed bug...*hmph*

*bite you*

STUPID VIRUS!!!

I don't wanna be sick!!!!

ARGH!!!!

Stupid sore throat!!!!!

Curse you infections and viruses!!!

Begone and leave us humans be!

We live happier without you to bother us!!! ><

PCK!!!

*Yawn*

It's 8-something at night and I'm really bored out.

My throat is feeling really prickly...you know, like drinking too much warm water at one go.

Spending most of my time in Facebook now.

Goodness, never thought that I'd get addicted this way xD

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Phua Chu Kang is so freaking funny!!! xDDD

Joyeux Noël

Another day without much of him to talk to.

First, Happy Birthday to Mr. Clarence Chua :D

Must belanja me for a drink weh...*laughs*

I am biding my time for another 48 hours where he would be home.

Yes I am missing him like there's no tomorrow.

I want to just go out and hang with Jared and Wei Hoe but seeing it's the weekend...

It's next to impossible.

Besides, Jared's busy with his church preparations.

My urge for having my comfort food right now is really irritating me.

Not supposed to be eating that much instant noodles in one go.

Darn...and to think I lived for instant cup noodles :D

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I am bored...

Even blogging can't fill my time so much.

And Rick Riordan's 'Percy Jackson: The Last Olympian' isn't coming out till January.

Darn it...no interesting books to read.

Why are storybooks becoming so mundane???

Chick Lit can only last your interest to read it for so long.

♫!*~Merry Christmas~*♫

Touched..

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

We ask ourselves,

Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.

And as we let our own light shine,

We unconsciously give people the permission to do the same.

~Marianne Williamson~

~~Akeelah and The Bee~~

Thank you for trying for me :)

I am back from Kulai...feeling worn out and tired.

They have gone to Pangkor and it makes me wish that I can teleport there for once.

Cause being here is seriously very VERY boring!

I only have Thursday's toastmaster's meeting to look forward to.

Ming Yuen is going to be there and that makes me more excited than usual.

Woohoo!!

Miss that brother of mine.

Haven't seen him in AGES!!!

Of course...Clarence would be there too.

Happy Birthday tomorrow my dear sir :D

May you have many more happy happy days to have fun! *grin*

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And this Saturday's Jared's church's Xmas celebration :)

Everybody's welcomed to come.

I'm looking forward to it myself ^v^

It's near the 99 badminton court if anybody's interested in going :)

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Thank you for saying that I'm one of the three :)

And thank you...for trying *soft smile*

It may be easier said than done.

But it's always the thought that counts :D

~!*♪~Merry Christmas~♪*!~